standing on that edge of freedom from your fears...

Spiraling in indecision, pulsing with inspiration but frozen in place from endless circling, rapture of self-empowerment and self-doubt; the chords resonating in and out of tune as I attune myself to these new ways of living. Shedding your winter layers to come into spring skin is hardest when you're back in cold weather, but this is when the world most needs your sun. 

Natural Cause (9 Theory Remix) truly encompasses what I'm experiencing in deciding which path to take.

"Do you feel how all the parts are falling into place?
No matter what you chase you'll track it down.
If you want to you can find patterns in the stars
no matter who you are, from solid ground that's spinning countless miles below.
It's the natural cause of wondering things we'll never know.
The natural cause of wondering things we'll never know.
Standing on that edge of freedom from your fears,
might be another year, but don't give in.
When the voice that holds you back is screaming at you loud
the strength to drown it out has always been inside you, dying to take control.
It's the natural cause of wondering things we'll never know.
The natural cause of wondering things we'll never know."
https://soundcloud.com/emancipator/natural-cause-9-theory-remix

Violet Starkey

Santa Cruz, California